If you have followed me for any length of time, you know my Storyteller work. This is some of my most favorite writings. I feel like I need to share my spiritual story to make way for some different writing that I know will result from the latest chapter in my story. I have been trying for a while to give the in-depth story and it isn't coming so let's …
Read moreI really touched on the point I want to make with Part 2, but I didn't specifically point it out. Sometimes we want to do a full reset on our understanding of ourselves. To remodel ourselves. Did you ever dream of moving to a new school in middle school or high school and becoming someone new? Like changing everything from the way you dress to the way you act?…
Read moreWhy do we put things off till another day? It's because we believe our Fantasy Self, or Future Self, is stronger than who we are right now. So how do we get from where we are now to that Fantasy Self that can conquer all these things we delay on? Let's use my sugar issue as an example. I want to eat the ice cream. I want to eat the candy. And I throw …
Read moreIt has been a hot minute since we've had a StoryTeller installment and it is very needed. In this moment, I am on the struggle bus. I don't want to work any more, at least not a 9 to 5. I want to write full time. I want to train and become the first professional athlete woman to break into a field and dominate. I want to eat all the sugar. A Meyer le…
Read moreWhen we last met, Batman was trapped by the Joker once again... erm... When we last met, we were talking about how we can get irritated by the very thing we were recently hoping for. That sweet, lovely puppy... that's shitting all over your white couch. We have a couple issues that come to mind in this situation. 1) Awareness - we often aren't even aw…
Read moreWhat is your ugly story? Oh, I know you have one. We all have at least one. For some of us we collect ugly stories. My ugly story tells a moment in my life when I was lost and hurting and I did something that I feel deep guilt over. I have more than one, but that is the basic outline of EVERY singly one. What is the outline to your ugly story? We carry t…
Read moreAnd he said, "Who told you that you were naked? Genesis 3:11 Stop and think about it. Even if you don't believe in the bible, I believe the bible plays a foundational part in our understanding of ourselves, our relationship with God/s, and our understanding of sin. Here we are according to this, we are naked but we aren't naked because naked is a …
Read moreSometimes on our way to do hard things we get overwhelmed. We've started telling a new story to ourselves and we hit a wall mentally. If you can power past it, go for it! But what if you can't power past it. What if you try to power past it and you end up giving up all together. First have patience and grace with yourself. Don't fall back into old s…
Read moreThose people you dream of being or being like. Those that are further along in their story, they did hard things to get there. I listen to them talk, all of them, about how people ask them how did they become so quickly. And every single one asks, "this was quick?" We look at people who seemingly overnight become big. But they've been blogging for …
Read more2020 has been a very difficult year for so many. So much loss in so many different forms. Loss of life. Loss of our definitions of our days. Loss of jobs. Loss of way of life. Loss of proms. Loss of graduations. Loss of our traditional celebrations that define us at a fundamental way. So far 2021 is no different. When we are in the struggle, it is a strug…
Read more"File:PCD-Containerbrand.jpg" by Abutoum is licensed under CC0 1.0 2021 will be just as shitty as 2020 for you. You are still you. 2021 will be just as awesome as 2020 for you. You are still you. 👏👏
Read moreWho Are You? I was listening to a book written by a Tibetan monk the other morning. He was discussing a meditation practice to determine who within himself was feeling a specific thing. It had nothing to do with what we will be discussing here, but it triggered a great question that will help us in our journey. Who are you currently? Who are you in the future?…
Read moreYour story of what you've overcome, how you've thrived, and the path you took to get here will be someone else's survival guide. Don't judge your beginning or middle by someone's ending chapter. You aren't there yet. I'm not there yet and thank goodness for that.
Read moreMy uncle was a convict. My uncle was a frequent escaped convict. My family was proud of his escapades. I was in kindergarten/first grade when my uncle escaped from prison. He had starved himself and was admitted to the hospital. Security, at that time, was lax and he escaped from there. My aunt was running to join up with him, I believe in California. My bi…
Read moreI am a fierce woman who passionately embraces life. Building on my past to generate a deep compassion for those who have been abused and feel unloved, I provide love and light to shine a path out of that place to a place where we can thrive. I am brave and face my fears whether they are external fears or those nightmares that have been born within. I encourage …
Read moreSo far we've discussed a bit of storytelling in regards to our past, present, and future. I thought I would share where this all came from. I read a book where the author was writing about their life, particularly their love life. It was well written and I had practically fallen in love with their spouse by the end. It was that engaging. But the author ha…
Read moreOur discussion of big dreams is going to dip back into the past as we continue to build energy and power for the life we want to live. Big dreams are those plans you have in life that make you so excited you have troubles sleeping. You think of each aspect in incredible detail. Your soul feels hopeful. At one point in my past, I had dreams of building a log cabin…
Read moreWe've been talking about the stories we tell ourselves, the stories we tell about our past, the stories we tell others. Let's take a look at some current stories that most likely everyone reading has had the misfortune to tell... usually often. "How are you doing?" "Good, tired, busy. You?" "Same." Are you tir…
Read moreTell me the story of your childhood? Tell me the story of your past? Weave me a picture of who you've been up until this moment today. Tell me about your relationship. Tell me about your struggles and the blood, sweat, and tears that it took to overcome them. Answer me a couple questions about these stories you are telling about your past: Do they empow…
Read moreYou are a storyteller. Your life thrives or dies based on the stories you tell. Life doesn't happen to you, it happens for you and as soon as you begin telling yourself this, the sooner life will blossom for you. This is such an intrinsic, fundamental, and life changing thing I would like to spend some time talking about it. At a high level to begin with, y…
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